Another downer post--warnings for depressive ramblings

[zouzounaki]

It's kind of just been one ridiculously bad day after another lately: today and I woke up and the side completely snapped off my glasses. We don't have the money for a replacement pair and my spare pair was ruined when my sister's dog dragged me into a brick wall (they're spectacularly mangled! I kept them, just to show people!) I threw up last night and was kept awake from some horrendous gas pains. My period continues like I'm hemorrhaging internally. Thursday is my sister's 40th birthday and I really wanted all of this bullshit out of the way before then, so I could be festive and happy for her. But of course there's a frustration to being a stupid, fucking agoraphobe, and broke, and trying to plan a nice birthday party; I'm a bit limited.

But, as always, I hate to end on such a down note, so here's a Merlin fanvid, using "Lancelot" from Spamalot and, not surprisingly seeing as this is one of my posts, centering on Lancelot! xP

Peace, Ghani

Comments

[ghanistarkiller.livejournal.com]

My brother reached 40 a couple of years ago, so my sister comes second, lol! But, still, i want to do it up for her, especially since she always said she'd have a book published by 40 and she has!

Hugs back! Thank you, dahling!